Join penana.com and enter contests there and make friends there, plenty your age and more responsive than wattpad. Scale down your vision and focus on putting words on paper. Source: over 1 year ago

Your book is not a movie and its not complete so how are you going to finish it. This is where your psyche matters and why you cant write. The first draft is telling and needs a lot of revising but you cant do that if theirs someone interjecting in your head calling you a kid. The only thing you should focus on is putting words in paper, So I suggest, you enter a contest - go to penana.com and enter a contest. Source: almost 2 years ago

Sorry to hear this and good on you for posting and reaching out.. There has been some great advice already about counselling and journalling. Also, I recommend meditation (something I am trying to do more of, as my head is busy). This app is great - https://meditofoundation.org/medito-app. Source: 11 months ago

I would also suggest using a timer app like Medito which is completely free and try to start off with 5 to 10 minutes sessions as many days a week as you can. Source: about 1 year ago

There's a great (totally free) app, medito, which has lessons that I think are some of the best introduction to getting meaningful results from meditation. Source: over 1 year ago

Use the prayer time as mindfulness meditation. Here's a free one. Source: over 1 year ago

Feeling Good by David D Burns, Free meditation app,Paid meditation app,Vipassana on YouTube. Source: over 1 year ago