Of course this has all kinds of different animations, but it reminds me of Electric Sheep, a really cool fractal flame screensaver. You install it locally and can upvote/downvote different "sheep" to your liking [1] https://electricsheep.org/. - Source: Hacker News / 5 months ago

I've been using this screensaver for 15 years and I have watched it more than cable. You're welcome. Source: over 1 year ago

It's "just" a screensaver, not soundreactive, but are you aware of https://electricsheep.org/ ? Source: over 1 year ago

There are other ways to plot fractal shapes though. For example, a Sierpinski triangle can be constructed using a simple "chaos game" algorithm. By applying a simple rule over and over, complex and beautiful shapes can emerge. In the 90's, a math art coder released such an algorithm, called Flame3, which lets artists combine different mathematical functions in a chaotic way. This created the foundation for the... Source: over 1 year ago

Infinitely procedurally generated trippy art: https://electricsheep.org. Source: almost 2 years ago

Sorry to hear this and good on you for posting and reaching out.. There has been some great advice already about counselling and journalling. Also, I recommend meditation (something I am trying to do more of, as my head is busy). This app is great - https://meditofoundation.org/medito-app. Source: 12 months ago

I would also suggest using a timer app like Medito which is completely free and try to start off with 5 to 10 minutes sessions as many days a week as you can. Source: about 1 year ago

There's a great (totally free) app, medito, which has lessons that I think are some of the best introduction to getting meaningful results from meditation. Source: over 1 year ago

Use the prayer time as mindfulness meditation. Here's a free one. Source: over 1 year ago

Feeling Good by David D Burns, Free meditation app,Paid meditation app,Vipassana on YouTube. Source: over 1 year ago